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yeah

They say to tell someone, but nobody fucking cares. Not really. "That's so sad." "I'm sorry." "I hope you feel better soon." They just say the empty fucking words and go back to doing whatever they think is more interesting. They do just enough to make you feel guilty for wanting to die and then they fucking leave you alone to sit in it. "Talk to someone." Talk to who? There's fucking nobody. Even professionals can't do shit. "Go hold some ice." "Go take a walk." "Tell somebody!" IT'S ALL BULLSHIT. I can't go and I can't stay. I can't fucking do anything and neither can anyone else. Just let me go. I'm so tired.